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SERMONS
The
Sunday of the Passion: Palm Sunday
March
24, 2002
By David Christian
I have
often said how much I like Peter. I like him because he is so ordinary.
All of the disciples, I think, are pretty ordinary. But we get to
see Peter more; we know more about him. So his ordinariness stands
out.
I have
said that I like Peter because, in his ordinariness and his thick-headedness,
he is a lot like me. It is Peter, eager to please and impress, who
gets the answer right: You are the Messiah. It is Peter who immediately
shows that he hasn't a clue what his answer really means.
But
on this day I find that resemblance acutely uncomfortable. For it
is Peter, asked to keep watch with Jesus in the garden, who falls
immediately asleep. It is Peter, impetuous and arrogant, who declares,
"I will never deny you." And it is Peter, shedding bitter tears
of regret and shame, who realizes how quickly he has turned his
back on his friend.
I recognize
myself too much in Peter. And what I see I do not like. The scandal
of the cross is not that Jesus was crucified by evil men and women.
The scandal of the cross is that Jesus was crucified by ordinary
men and women, people just like you and me.
It
was ordinary people who cheered Jesus as he rode into Jerusalem.
It was those same ordinary people who, only a few days later, cried
out to crucify him. It was ordinary soldiers, just doing their job,
who arrested him on that Thursday night; ordinary officials, trying
to keep the peace, who decided that it would be better for him to
die; ordinary executioners who lifted him up onto the cross and
who stood around, probably chatting about what they were going to
do for the weekend, waiting for him to die.
The
horror of the crucifixion is not that it was perpetrated by evil
people. The horror of the crucifixion is that it was perpetrated
by ordinary people, people just like you and me; people just doing
their job before going home to supper and maybe to play with the
children.
I don't
like to think about that. I don't like to see myself in them. I
don't like to think about the fact that it was ordinary people-my
forebears-who bought and sold and owned other people in this state
one hundred and fifty years ago.
I don't
like to think about the fact that it was ordinary people who created
white and colored waiting rooms and white and colored water fountains.
I don't
like to think that it was ordinary people who yelled at and spit
upon small black children for trying to go to school and get an
education.
I don't
like to think about the fact that it was ordinary people-good, God-fearing,
Christian Germans-who systematically exterminated six million Jews,
going home every afternoon to relax and drink a beer and play with
the children.
I
don't think I like Peter too much after all. Because I look at Peter
and see my eyes staring back at me. I stand up here on Sunday morning
all dressed in white and purple-don't you think this color looks
good on me-and say I believe in God and I believe in Jesus and I
ask God send me into the world to love and serve him with gladness
and singleness of heart.
And
then I go home. And I hear a demeaning joke and I laugh; and I hear
a particularly juicy piece of gossip, and I pass it on because it's
too good not to; and I am confronted about something that I did
and I don't exactly lie but I don't exactly tell the full truth
either; and I shave a little bit off my taxes because, after all,
everyone does. And
then maybe I have a beer and some supper, and play with the children.
I don't
do anything really evil. I just do little things, ordinary things.
And
I deny my Lord and I deny my Lord and I deny my Lord.
And
he just hangs there on the cross, and silently watches me, and he
dies.
David
Christian
The Chapel of the Cross
Madison, Mississippi
Matthew
26:36-27:66
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