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SERMONS
The
Fifth Sunday of Easter
April 28,
2002
By David Christian
What
do you hold on to when times get tough? Where do you put your trust
when things are difficult?
I have
a friend who recently experienced a serious and complicated illness.
He was hospitalized for several weeks and, for a time, there was
real fear that he would not survive. Happily, he did, and he is
now well on the way toward a complete recovery.
My
friend was recently reflecting on this experience. He said that
in the darkest time of his illness there were two strong temptations:
One was to give himself over to his fears, to his anxiety. To question
everything, to trust no one, to worry constantly about what was
going on and what was being done for him.
The
other temptation was to just give up. It was so hard and so painful
to be ill that he wanted to just stop. To just go ahead and die.
It was just too difficult to go on. He said that in those dark periods
there was one thing that kept him going: faith in his doctor. The
doctor is a woman he knows and respects.
She
is wise and kind. She is a good doctor and a good person. She didn't
paint him rosy pictures. She let him know just how sick he was.
She let him know that he might not survive. But she also let him
know that she was up to the challenge. She would do everything she
could to see him through the illness. Knowing her and trusting her
as he did, my friend could control his fears and concentrate his
energy on the task of getting well.
Today's
gospel takes us back to the time immediately before Jesus' arrest
and crucifixion. It takes us back to the upper room, where Jesus
is gathered with his closest friends. Jesus has just told them several
disturbing- indeed, terrifying- things. First, one of them will
betray him. Second that he is going away, and where he is going
they cannot go. Third, that Peter, the "Rock," will shortly deny
three times that he even knows him.
The
disciples, not surprisingly, are anxious. Tension has been rising
for some time but now Jesus tells them all of this. Everything is
falling apart. Years worth of working and hoping appear to be crumbling
right in front of them. Who could blame them for being a little
agitated?
In
response to their fear Jesus says, "Do not let your hearts be troubled.
Believe in God, believe also in me.... I will come again and will
take you to myself. You know the way to the place where I am going."
But
the disciples, in their anxiety, keep pushing. They have to know
more. Thomas asks, "How can we know the way?"
Jesus
replies, "I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes
to the Father, except through me."
Our
hope as Christians does not lie in doctrine. It does not lie in
ideas. It does not lie in things that we believe about God or about
Jesus.
Our
hope as Christians lies in a relationship. It lies in a particular
relationship, in relationship with Christ. It lies in a living relationship
with a living person. In giving our lives over to that relationship,
over to that person, we can live without fear.
There
is a story told of a house fire one night. The father had escaped
the fire and was standing outside. In a second story window stood
a child afraid and confused by the smoke and the dark.
"Jump,"
said the father. "But I am afraid," said the child.
"It's
ok," said the father.
"Jump.
I am here. I will catch you."
"But
I can't see you."
"You
don't have to see me, I can see you."
In
the dark times of our lives there is no need to fear. In the darkness
stands the one who has gone before us. The one who knows pain and
suffering and even death. The one who knows us and loves us. The
one who is faithful.
"Do
not let you heart be troubled," Jesus tells us. "Believe in God,
believe also in me. In my Father's house are many dwelling places.
If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a
place for you? I will ... take you to myself, so that where I am,
there you will be also."
It's
ok.
I can
see you.
Jump.
David
Christian
The Chapel of the Cross
Madison, Mississippi
Acts
17.1-15
1 Peter 2.1-10
John 14.1-14
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