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SERMONS
Second Sunday of Lent
Luke 13.31-35 February 28, 2010
By The Rev. Alston Johnson
A number of years ago in the consulting and human potential movements, in the
Church it came under the heading, "Affirmative Inquiry," there was a question
often asked to individuals and to groups: if money were no object, what might
your vision be?
Generally I found myself flaring off of that question a bit; something skipping in
my head like the needle skipping on a CD or a record. "Well, yeah, that’s a great
question, as though I have not ever asked myself THAT question before." Who
hasn’t imagined living life with that golden lottery ticket in our hand.
There is another question – similar – that is not so much like following Mr.
Rogers into the land of make believe: If fear were no object, what sort of life
might you be living?
How might we live if we were to live without fear?
Jesus spends time with his disciples trying to teach them so many things. In
Luke’s Gospel Jesus is teaching his disciples who their neighbor truly is, as He
taught the young lawyer. Jesus is teaching them about what is needful to have a
meaningful life, as he taught Martha. Jesus is teaching them about what makes
someone clean and pure, as He taught the Pharisee about the cleaning of cups
and dishes. Jesus teaches his disciples many things with words, stories,
questions.
In my mind, there is only one thing that Jesus can do to teach his friends and
followers about fear - He teaches them by how He lives.
"Get away from here – Herod wants to kill you." It was Herod who took John the
Baptist’s head – put it on a platter. When these Pharisees warn Jesus that his life
is hanging in the balance, Jesus essentially says in word and deed that He plans
to continue undeterred.
"Go and tell that fox, I am casting out demons and performing cures today and
tomorrow . . . but I am on my way . . . it is impossible for a prophet to be killed
outside of Jerusalem."
Jesus is telling them that he knows. He knows that the life he is living is being
poured out to the glory of God, but to the detriment of his own longevity,
security, and safety. Jesus is showing them that He is unafraid. Jesus is
answering their fears with His life, and not simply his words.
Fear and anxiety are the paralysis of our age, the paralysis of every age. The
ancients knew this. That is why in the oldest of old philosophy, Courage is the
root, the heartbeat, of all virtue. The root and the heartbeat of all kindness, of all
patience, of all temperance, of all compassion.
More often than not, the opposite of these virtues exist where fear simmers in our
own lives. More often than not we are apt to mean, unkind, angry, and aggressive
in precisely those parts of our lives where fear and insecurity remain. When
frightened, we spend our best energy protecting ourselves, often to our own
detriment, and the detriment of others.
Each of us takes a daily walk with our fear. Every day, each of leaves a bit of
wreckage behind us because of our fear; a fear of dying, a fear of not having
enough . . . a fear of not being enough. A bit of wreckage in our own lives, a bit of
wreckage in other’s lives.
There was a man in the 1950’s named Jim Elliot. He was a missionary to the Auca
Indians of Ecuador, and was killed while trying to establish contact with them.
His wife Elisabeth was commenting on his death, and though sad and grieving,
she said, Jim wrote in a letter.
"He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep . . . to gain what he
cannot lose."
What are we so afraid of that we would keep ourselves from the life that God
would give us? What sort of life might we be living if fear we no object?
That is perhaps why Jesus wants us to walk with him to Jerusalem. Perhaps that
is what Jesus is trying to show us as He makes his own way into jaws of the beast
that waits for him in Jerusalem. That there is a path through the fear that
paralyses, through the fear that demands we compromise our conscience and our
compassion. There is a pathway from the wreckage we inflict upon ourselves and
others, into a peace which passes all of our understanding and fear, with God.
Every day, every day, Jesus invites us to fall forward, fall forward in faith; away
from our fear, and into the courage that comes with true love.
What sort of life might you live if fear were no object?
A man came to Saint Tertullian with a problem. His problem was the difficulty of
earning a living in a heathen world. What if the mason was asked to build a
heathen temple? What if the tailor was asked to make clothes for a heathen
priest? What if the soldier must daily burn his pinch of incense on the altar of the
army camp?
The man finished up by saying – "I must live. I must make a living?"
Saint Tertullian was quiet, and answered him with one immortal question, "Must
you?"
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